In a candid interview with Bussin’ With the Boys, Robert opened up about the mental and physical toll of his NFL career. He describes the relentless pressure of being a top draft pick, the frustration of team performance, and the beginning of chronic pain that led to self-medication. “The pressure of draft expectations began to infiltrate my mind during his senior year,” he shared, leading to a relentless pursuit of perfection that ultimately took a significant toll.
Post-retirement, these struggles intensified. Robert hit rock bottom, battling intense rage, depression, and even suicidal ideation. A turning point came when a brain scan offered a physical explanation for his mental struggles, providing a glimmer of hope. “It looked like someone had taken a baseball bat to it,” he recounted, a stark visual that prompted him to seek help.
Robert’s healing journey is a testament to resilience and the power of innovative approaches to mental health. While traditional therapies played a role, a significant breakthrough came through psychedelic-assisted therapy with Ibogaine and 5-MeO-DMT in Mexico. He described these experiences as spiritual, ego-dissolving, and profoundly life-changing. During one session, he witnessed the impact his absence would have on his family, an experience that immediately ended his suicidal thoughts and provided immense clarity.
Today, Robert is a beacon of hope and a passionate advocate for athletes through his work with Athletes for Care. He’s found peace, clarity, and new tools to manage his emotions, fostering better relationships with himself and his family. His story is a powerful reminder that asking for help is a sign of strength, and that true healing is possible.
We encourage you to watch Robert’s full interview to hear his story in his own words. It’s an inspiring message for anyone who has faced adversity and is searching for a path to recovery.
Robert’s journey underscores the vital need for continued research and access to diverse mental health treatments for athletes. At Athletes for Care, we are committed to supporting individuals like Robert and working to break down the stigma surrounding mental health.
If you or someone you know is struggling, please know that you are not alone and help is available.
Join Us
Stand with us.
Support the mission.
Donate now and help us change the game—for good.